December 05, 2004

what's up?

so definately not in the christmas mood yet, or anything like it. yes, it is december. yes, my playlist is mostly my favorite christmas songs. but i haven't felt at all like bringing out my decorations or anything. perhaps it's the weather, which is not at all christmas-like. but more likely it's the workload and the lack of energy.
it becomes more and more of a struggle to enjoy things, and although i find myself willing to make the effort, i wish it would come more naturally. the yearning to just curl up in bed is strong.
however, i did put up new curtains in my room, and am quite happy with the results... something less like a random college-student dwelling and something a little more like a civilized person's bedroom.
back to my thesis i go!

Posted by lara at December 5, 2004 02:22 PM